Angel on earth?

There is always be a person to be there for you whenever you feel down. no? you dont? I do.
I just realized that today and I thank God for that. Yeah.. He/she might not be there for you physically but to be there by sending a text/e-mails or even a call. You received such comfort words whenever you thought that your alone when you feel that God isnt listening. and when actually u need to be in solitude.
I need to learn and remind myself always, to appreciate people around me. To appreciate them more. Not to take them for granted, just because you know that they care, that they wouldnt hurt you because they know you have that fragile little heart inside you. You should NOT take them for granted.
People may come and go easily, and leaves that footprints and the memories in you. both bad and good ones. But we are tend to remember only those memories that left a scar or two or just an inch of it deep in you. Something/someone that hurts you badly.  Someone that has yelled at you. Pointing you right in the face. Breakups. Sweet talks (that never happens)..etc..and bla bla bla. You recognize it clearly and keep it to yourself. And when that memory popped out on your reading screen without an enter button you pressed, that…will be a sickness. it drives you crazy. and it even makes you to think of turning back time and how you wish to yelled back at that person with an exclamation mark, to not to start a relationship with that person..and there comes the how-i-wish-i-didnt-do-that/this and that phrase come to your mind. and the worst part is, you regret of it, happened.
But I guess that is how life wants us to learn every single day. So life wont be that bored.
I do regrets some things that happened, but most of the time I thank God for things that Ive been through. Somewhere in my rational part of brain thinking that……that  is how He works, to mold me to be a better person, to be me according to His plan.


dont let fear be the reason for your decisions. instead, fill your heart and mind with positive, life affirming word that will never change. look to God’s word. “For God did not give us a spirit of timidity ut of calm and well balance mind and discipline and self-control. 2 Tim 1:7″ — thank you for sending me this uplifting message E.R

love life to the fullest~